my new life

This life is spinning, sometimes we're on, sometimes we're under. Sometimes we feelhappy. Sometimes we feel sad. We do not know what will happens to us in one day .. I also do not know it would me. Maybe God wants to teach me to be patient, but I can not. I was too weak for this. I felt like out of this circle. I want to go back as I was before. If I could nothear what they were talking about. If I can not speak, can not convey anything. If I do not have a feeling I probably will never feel pain, will never cry, will never feel angry or sad. Maybe if that's all there is to me, I would live in peace without feeling those things. I mightlive more happily without disturbed by worldly things :)